I would i deal with this ?

This will be a little bit harsh. I don't know why you are waiting for people to reach out to you. Reaching out is a gift that you only receive for so long, and if you haven't given back anything, why the hell should they continue a relationship with you? If you're truly looking for real life commitment you'll have to get out of your house, because you won't find it here. You will simply waste your life looking at a computer screen. I'm sad that life dealt you a bad hand, but that means it's up to you to work harder and make it right. The old computer won't do that for you no matter how long you wait.